No — of course I haven't! [ She buries her head in her hands. ] Maybe I have... I can't live without them... without Riot, but how?

[ The energy leaves her, her shoulders slumping. Would this be easier if she was a killer? If she was killed? Survival and life has only granted her to be without Riot and Minx... without Rory and Ingrid. This isn't six months of homelessness, clinging to the only two people she's ever truly cared about. This is the mundane life she's been trying to be rid of.

Everything's worthless, she's worthless. She needs them and there's no question about it. ]

How are we going to get back if this just keeps happening? If it's been happening.